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HAPPYHAPPY summer celebratin' coupon code

I'm celebrating summer weather with a HAPPYHAPPY online 10% coupon code. Take 10% off your order of $50 or more. Just enter the coupon in the shopping cart. Coupon good until 7/16/10. :-)

Happy Summer!

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The Book List

Here is the book list in the order that they were suggested on Facebook. Begin reading with me: Eat, Pray Love by Elizabeth Gilbert the World Peace Diet: Eating for Spiritual Health and Social Harmony, by Will Tuttle Amazing Grace by David Wolfe and NIck Good "The Help" by Kathryn Stockett The Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society by Mary Ann Shaffer and Annie Barrows The Art of Racing in the Rain by Tarth Stein Grandmothers Cousel the World: Women Elders Offer their Vision for our Planet by Carol Shaefer auto biography of a yogi by paramahansa yogananda The Unknown She: Eight Faces of an Emerging Consciousness by Hilary Hart Spiritual Nutrition: Six Foundations for Spiritual Life and the Awakening of Kundalini by Gabriel Cousens Conscious Eating by Gabriel Cousens ADDING:
The Art of Racing ... 'Garth' Stein ;)
'Committed' by Elizabeth Gilbert ... wonderful follow-up to E.P.L.
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breathwork, wow, it's more than just breathing!

Holy cow! Today I did a little breathwork session with Sandra Denner. She is hosting a breathwork intensive in June here in Worcester and asked if I wanted to have a little taste of what is going to occur. I agreed and she came to my house today for said taste. She was describing what I was going to do... "Breathe heavy and hard for an hour" is what I thought and then said, "Well, that's more of a meal than a taste, Sandra!" :-) But I'm open and I laid down on the table and I started breathing the way she showed me.

This, I have to say, is way more intense and profound than any meditating. When I was in labor with my second child, I had my first awakening to my chakras. I felt my subtle self - tingling in my face and hands and feet. I felt so alive and blissed out. I asked the nurse about the tingling sensations and she and the doctor said, "well, if you had an epidural, we'd be worried right now but you are going au natural, so if you don't mind it, we say go for it."

Ever since that birth experience with my daughter, I would have these kind of spontaneous awakenings here and there. I couldn't control them. Sometimes they'd happen while driving and I actually gave up driving for a while because I didn't want to alarm anyone (mainly my kids.) I just figured this was part of my journey, part of the changes I've had in my body since childbirth and more intensely since the age of 35. I tried asking various doctors and people and they all had similar responses. I went to a 2 week shamanic intensive with journeying for 6 hours a day and I journeyed through one of these experiences. I'll have to write about that later but I'll just say that I'm getting more and more accepting of these things that happen.

Anyway, I'm on the table and I'm breathing like Sandra demonstrated I should. I start thinking, "I hope the hour goes by fast." And within minutes I'm feeling the tingling of my whole body. She asks me if any thought is popping up but it's more just the feelings that I feel. I'm experiencing the whole thing and following my breath. The tingling sensations are getting super strong and intense. My ears are buzzing. I feel like a tuning fork. I feel like I've got electrical currents going through my body.

At one point, there are some super stiff parts of my body happening - my hands are super stiff. My knees are super stiff. I'm just breathing through them as these intense feelings of buzzing is going through me. Sandra tells me to "keep breathing, I'm doing great." These are stuck patterns that I need to breathe out of me. OK, I'll keep breathing. I'm sort of feeling very similar feelings to when I was giving birth to both my kids. The feeling of intense energy and needs to release, exhale, breathe, moan and whatever else. The stiffness in my hands and feet goes away and I'm breathing again and feeling the buzz buzz buzzing all over. It is a part of me and outside of me. I don't seem to feel the room or the outside anymore. It's all seeming to be the same thing.

So I think, "OK, I can roll like this for a while. It's intense but I feel very alive. I'm giving birth again. I did that for 8 hours, I can do this for an hour." And then wouldn't you know it, another wave came over me. This time I saw my skeleton. I felt as if I was being held on my head and neck and it was dark. There was no light that I could see from my eyes, even while shut, I could only see blackness. It was a deep dark fear I was clearly working through. "Keep breathing, you are taking very courageous breaths," Sandra said. So I'm breathing and I'm breathing and it is heavy and intense and I'm now feeling like I don't care if it takes hours, I'm going to breath until this dark shit goes away. Now I'm on a mission! So I'm breathing and breathing and I'm focusing on my breath instead of the darkness and the skeleton I see. Wow, this was an amazing trip!

Eventually, I felt like I literally labored through that one. I was definitely reminded of giving birth, except I thankfully don't remember any dark skeletons during any of my kids' labors! LOL I can only describe this feeling as being intensely in one's body, feeling every bit of energy in and around me. It's really an amazing feeling. So this feeling goes away and I'm left with an even wider open space inside me. Just breathing breathing breathing. I am back to seeing colors even with my eyes shut. I always see colors when I meditate and journey and stuff so this is normal for me. I am feeling very trippy and groovy in all good ways. I have had this feeling many times before, in meditation, etc. It's a down right amazing feeling. It's intense for sure. I am still buzz buzz buzzing all in my hands, my ears, my body, my chakras, my feet, my everything. It feels like I'm feeling the energy in the whole of the earth.

Of course I went through another wave, although not as intense, but it was a feeling of being held a bit on my head. This was not an upsetting feeling and I breathed through it and more opening occurred. Now I'm in total bliss out land. I love it here and yet I'm also saying that it must be about time to end. Sure enough, Sandra says, "five more minutes." So I'm breathing and breathing and breathing and I'm just purely experiencing the feelings of being in me, of being in my body. Thank goodness there wasn't more visions, I think I had enough sensations for a Monday morning.

So OK, now it was time to relax my breath. I'm slowing down my breath and I'm relaxing. Now my body is shaking like an animal for what felt like 20-30 minutes or so. I just lay there until all the shaking was done. I'm used to the shaking too. It happened after panic attacks a long time ago and I finally got to a place where I just took it to be an animal response to "shake off" a fear. I even read a year or so ago about this as a healthy way to get rid of fears and traumas, so YAY ME for just being ok with it even before I saw it in print. Again, I'm grateful not too many people see it because I'm sure it would worry them. But I'm fine. I always feel quite fine when the shaking off happens. And Sandra was also OK with the shaking off. She said it was normal to have this happen. How nice to be validated.

So that was my breathwork experience this morning! I feel really really good. I'm of course now wondering if I'll be able to attend the intensive that she's having in June. I'll post it up soon so that you and I know the details. :-) I'm really grateful for the experience. It was hella intense but most things worth doing take some effort! Thank you Sandra for coming over today and sharing this with me. It's quite a phenominal experience.

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my me shield painting is almost done

I finished painting my "me shield" - now I have to make a fabric border for it since the frame broke. i was initially painting it outside during a breezy but beautiful day. the breeze swept the canvas away and BONK the frame broke. Still, I managed to paint on it until I just had to take it off the stretchers.
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paralyzed by produce - a post from my friend

I love this post and I love the ads Holly put on the post. Holly is one of my oldest friends and she writes beautifully. Enjoy. (I want to put these ads up in my shop!)
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Foods to Balance Your Being

This is copied from p86 of The Medicine Woman Inner Guidebook. I pulled the Balance card today and this is what it has to say. I thought it was so nice that I wanted to copy it here:

Sun is the first food,
Fresh air and water second.
Rest, exercise, and laughter
Nourish you third.
Fourth, the seed of the Earth brings life.
Fifth, the herb, vegetable, and fruit give health.
And sixth, if these be lacking,
The animals will provide.

Cast aside as little as you can
From these, the gifts that nourish.
This, in thanksgiving for their being.
Be positive and kind in preparation,
Friendlyand serene in consuming,
Joyful and active in digestion,
And health will be your inner light.

Eat from nature, if you can,
The herbs and wild foods provided.
Garden by organic means or purchase
The least affected, neglected, processed,
and imperfected.
Locally grown helps you be tuned to home.
Above all, envision
Radiant vitality to be your own.

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picking up rocks

A couple weeks back, we had lots of rain and warm weather which was odd for this time of year. Anyway, we lost power 3x that one day and I had to go back and forth to reset all the stuff at the cafe and home. On my short little walk, I found LOVELY rocks that told me to take them home. The nice thing about all that rain and warm weather was that it uncovered all these little treasures. Living here in VT, finding these rocks is akin to finding shells on the beach back home for me. I love it. I was very frustrated about the power outtages but it went away quickly when I saw these sparkly little things saying, "Pick me up and put me in your pocket!"
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iFully tee shirts - what does it mean?

So we just got the new iFully tee shirts in and I immediately put one on. I love them. The feel of the fabric is wonderful. Lightweight, organic cotton tees with low-impact dyes. Happy tee shirts! I was having fun trying to create a fun graphic for long sleeve tee shirts and for mens shirts as well (more pictures up soon, I promise!) I've got a few ideas that I'll play with for future tee shirts but this one was the best choice to begin with. iFully. What does it mean? iFully - I love all it's i-whatevers that have come out in the internet world. People have been playing with the phrases and I wanted to play too. While I was away on my 2 week class in November, I kept hearing the teachers talking about Fully this and Fully that. I started thinking about how much I use the word myself - not just for talking to friends or whatever but how wonderful the word is. I am and want to be: Fully awake Fully alive Fully healthy Fully in my body Fully loving my time here on this earth Fully loving myself and others Fully caring for my environment Fully at peace Fully whole So it was a no brainer to make a shirt and say iFully. I'm so stoked about this shirt. Fully!
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the voicemail for this week... I'm having fun with iMovie...


Click on that little blue link there to see the teeny tiny movie. I hope this works. This is brandy new for me... I'm having fun on my vacataion! This was so silly to me that I had to post it. Enjoy.


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why why why - for fun

Why, Why, Why

Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead?

Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money?

Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet?

Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection?

Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard?

Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him?

Why do Kamikaze pilots wear h elmets?

Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"?

If people evolved from apes,why are there still apes?

Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white?

Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale?

Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized?

Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner, then reach down, pick it up, examine it, then put it down to give the vacuum one more chance?

Why is it that no plastic bag will open from the end
on your first try?

How do those dead bugs get into those enclosed light fixtures?

When we are in the supermarket and someone rams our ankle with a shopping cart then apologizes for doing so, why do we say, "It's all right?" Well, it isn't all right, so why don't we say, "That really hurt, why don't you watch where you're going?"

Why is it that whenever you attempt to catch something that's falling off the table
you always manage to knock something else over?

In winter why do we try to keep the house as warm as it was in summer when we complained about the heat?

How come you never hear father-in-law jokes?

The statistics on sanity is that one out of every four persons are suffering from some sort of mental illness. Think of your three best friends -- if they're okay, then it's you.

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